I would listen but / Everything they tell me is / not what I believe.

What is the best way / to understand when they try / to eclipse the truth

Honest to yourself / And truthful to your neighbors / is the only way

the ebb and flow is / tranquilly guiding my thoughts / to seek clarity

A dream clouds my mind / but I cannot reach it yet / I must find myself

creep up the shoreline / then fall back under my one / dip and swirl ocean

In resignation / the thorn penetrates my core / It can't be pulled out

a cry fills the air / heaving with surrender says / take out the splinter

The person that was / I now hardly remember / Was it all a lie

Dad's love shattered mom / She held her dream, he held men / We held the pieces

Mom watches tv / Transgendered dad sits right by / Escaping what’s real

It heaves and it sighs / it's screeching crys fill the air / heavy air swirls through

It heaves on the tracks / steam does exhaust from it's mouth / heavy whispers loom

please don't let me go / now let us soar together / here and forever

a laugh penetrates / giggles and sighs fill the air / a lasting friendship

blinded it takes me / I cannot see anymore / the sun has taken

screaming tires fly / a roar of thunder escapes / hands grip the wheel :car

slowly the green sprouts / pushing out of the moist earth / new life has come here

Blowing over time / it does change now with the days / then new dunes do come

do not leave they say / find your way back here to me / no, I will not come

Too many ghosts here / Haunted by screaming and tears / I will not be back

the grooves in your past / stay firm, molded by your touch / hoping you'll come back

moans and creaks it does / crying out for company / swirling it wishes

My trembling lips / choose to act rather than speak. / Taste your perfection.

Honoring lotus / I kiss your inked ankle / Unable to stop

Hand slides up your thigh / under your red dress, you beg / To come at my desk